oh my fucking god. im so done
Flowers taped to furries
dark entries // bauhaus
you took delight in taking down my shielded pride
til exposed became my darker side
For Halloween I’m going to be the PC police. But I mean really.
No. For Halloween I’m goon to be a Jehovah’s Witness and go door to door asking people if they’ve heard the good word.
Orchid - New Ideas In Mathematics
"I’ve never met someone so loyal,but I’m leaving you behind.I know it’s all wrong,but that’s the only way."
Modest Mouse - Dramamine
We kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves
when i was in 3rd grade i went to the boys and girls club after school. on the first day they called me brenden instead of brennon (the name i was given at birth), but i didn’t bother to correct them. so for a whole year i was brenden and i started making up a different family and a different life for brenden and became a completely different person tuesday through thursdays from 3:30-7.
i’m no longer apart of the che cafe core. i really haven’t been core anyways in the last couple of months, and i thought it was time. i’ll be around for a month and half still at most the shows before i move to washington. but the process of checking out made everything feel so real and sobering. to hear what people had to say made me feel really sick to my stomach (in a such great way). the sort of way your stomach drops right as someone says something to you that you weren’t expecting to hear. things may be hard right now but regardless the music community is still a community that does indeed help more people than damages. and does indeed save lives. i might think that all music sucks and i may hate art, but i will always remember the community that fostered around all of our shitty art. the positive and negative experiences that i gained from che will help me forever. especially the negative. so i guess i’ll go to another state then just do the whole thing again. thanks everyone for everything.